Till Eternity and beyond…… I am in love with a man in Defence. I hold no formal recognition with the powers that be I am at the bottom of the chain.I am not a dependent or a parent. The man I love may face unspeakable dangers and I am at the mercy of those who possess this recognition for news. I understand this and accept this. My friends think that i am a fool as i have promised to be here for him upon his return no matter how long he is away. They say i am insane for making such a commitment, but I hold onto our promises and have faith that he will come home safe. There is no ring on my finger to symbolize our commitment, though I love him no less for it. I hope every day that he will be able to call because a simple 30-second phone call can bring the greatest spectrum of emotions smiling with tears in my eyes from so much joy and pain. Our relationship is based on a brief communication where I love you and I’m okay speaks more than volumes and gives us both the strength in the worst of times. I never take a moment spent together for granted. I hold onto every touch, caress, kiss, and every word. I have memorized the feel of his skin, his smell, the sound of his voice and I play it over and over in my mind so that I will not forget. I cry myself to sleep some nights because missing him hurts so badly, but wake up the next morning, brush myself off and start a new day. God made us women strong knowing that if a soldier can stand up for his country, then their women can stand up for them. The Men put aside their emotion.. and say i am strong and i can run… only because they know they have a strong woman waiting.. waiting ..waiting.. Nothing is set in stone..nothing is sure, except that he will come home and leave again and you will be alone..it is that which unites us…the Mothers, the girlfriends and lastly women like me… who cant but help loving their soldiers..and choosing to wait beyond eternity… I miss you and love you..and i will wait… beyond eternity.. if need be. ♥

Till Eternity and beyond……

I am in love with a man in Defence.
I hold no formal recognition with the powers that be I am at the bottom of the chain.I am not a dependent or a parent.
The man I love may face unspeakable dangers and I am at the mercy of those who possess this recognition for news. I understand this and accept this.

My friends think that i am a fool as i have promised to be here for him upon his return no matter how long he is away.
They say i am insane for making such a commitment, but I hold onto our promises and have faith that he will come home safe.

There is no ring on my finger to symbolize our commitment, though I love him no less for it. I hope every day that he will be able to call because a simple 30-second phone call can bring the greatest spectrum of emotions smiling with tears in my eyes from so much joy and pain. Our relationship is based on a brief communication where I love you and I’m okay speaks more than volumes and gives us both the strength in the worst of times.

I never take a moment spent together for granted. I hold onto every touch, caress, kiss, and every word. I have memorized the feel of his skin, his smell, the sound of his voice and I play it over and over in my mind so that I will not forget. I cry myself to sleep some nights because missing him hurts so badly, but wake up the next morning, brush myself off and start a new day.

God made us women strong knowing that if a soldier can stand up for his country, then their women can stand up for them. The Men put aside their emotion.. and say i am strong and i can run… only because they know they have a strong woman waiting.. waiting ..waiting..

Nothing is set in stone..nothing is sure, except that he will come home and leave again and you will be alone..it is that which unites us…the Mothers, the girlfriends and lastly women like me… who cant but help loving their soldiers..and choosing to wait beyond eternity…

I miss you and love you..and i will wait… beyond eternity.. if need be. ♥

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